So much is happening lately and the days have all begun to fell the same. I have fallen in love, and I lost it and now I feel way more than empty. School days seem to mesh together, and I can't seem to shake him from my mind. He has disappeared like a ghost this way before, so I don't understand why it's so much harder for me to let him go this time. I don't have anything that ties me to him besides being in complete love, but I need it to stop. I need to get over it; I need to move on like the adult that I am. Being abandoned by a man is nothing new to me so I'll get over it eventually.