Long Forgotten

After trying to get myself back together I feel like I can't. Jon is gone and my boyfriend has left me. A dead friend and a broken heart. How does one cope with such things? Everything happened so fast and yet it didn't. Time seems to be going so fast but in reality its taking forever. I guess it's just one step at a time. I will never truly be healed, and I'll always miss them but the pain will subdue after a while. All that matters is that one day I'll be able to smile again.